74-year-old Biker Rides Harley Across America

Hi everybody,

My cousin Lou Collins is embarking on a daring adventure that I gotta share with you.  He is riding his Harley Davidson over 10,000 miles from Washington to California to Florida to Maine, into Canada to Prince Edward Island, then west through the Great Lakes area back home to Bellevue, WA.  He is trying to raise at least $5000 for Worldvision, who help needy families in poverty-stricken countries in the world.  Here’s his page:

http://www.firstgiving.com/loucollins

He left Monday this week, and is currently staying the night in Blythe, California.  He’s in good shape for his age, but he said it’s pretty hot down there! 

I encourage any of you that are interested in his project to keep checking his site or this Blog and see updates.  Who knows?  maybe you would like to help on “Louie’s Loop” and let Lou give his birthday present away to poor families through Worldvision.  I’ve put $25 towards it, anybody wanna match it?

Lou is a wonderful godly man, and is the son of my great-aunt Alice (for whom our Alice is named).  I wish him the best.

Brian

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Grateful

The word “grateful” is odd when you think about it: “fruitful” means full of fruit, “wonderful” means full of wonder.  “Grateful” means full of… grate?  Huh?

Back to that bizarre but loveable language we call English.  It turns out that the Latin word “gratus” (meaning pleasing or thankful) became “grate” in Middle English, then -ful was added along the way.  Which makes it really say gratefulful.

Although it sounds redundant, sometimes I do feel gratefulful.  You know, there are times you are glad or thankful about some good thing that happened to you, but then it passes.  The feeling came and went, but it didn’t change us or affect us in a lasting sense.  We were grateful for a moment.  Yet the experience of being grateful sometimes overwhelms us–as when spared from a near-fatal accident or suddenly finding a child that was lost in a crowded street.

The reality of this hit me last weekend as Jenno and I felt so relieved that I have a teaching job in Spokane.  Our emotions have been a real rollercoaster… but as the real situation starts to sink in, we are gratefulful.  Full of gratefulness to our God.

I found in Psalm 107 these awesome words of comfort and deliverance:

1 Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good;
       his love endures forever.

 2 Let the redeemed of the LORD say this—
       those he redeemed from the hand of the foe,

 3 those he gathered from the lands,
       from east and west, from north and south. [a]

 4 Some wandered in desert wastelands,
       finding no way to a city where they could settle.

 5 They were hungry and thirsty,
       and their lives ebbed away.

 6 Then they cried out to the LORD in their trouble,
       and he delivered them from their distress.

 7 He led them by a straight way
       to a city where they could settle.

 8 Let them give thanks to the LORD for his unfailing love
       and his wonderful deeds for men,

 9 for he satisfies the thirsty
       and fills the hungry with good things.

I hope that we will not forget how precious this moment is… to be overwhelmed by the way God cares for His own children–people Jesus died for, people who are weak and stubborn and fearful and sinful–and God is still for us, still provides those who trust Him with what they need. 

He satisfies, forever.  Alleluia!

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New Job

NWCS offered me a 4th grade position at their school, which I accepted.  Spokane, Washington will become our new home.  I am excited!  At last, the waiting is done.  We have a direction to go in… it is a beautiful city, about an hour from my parents and 6 hours from Helena (J’s parents).  We will move this summer sometime… more details will be posted on here as we know.

Brian

spokane.jpg Spokane, our future home

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More than Watchmen Wait…

Over the last 3 months, teaching positions have materialized, only to fade away.  Last week I was invited to Spokane, Washington for an interview with Northwest Christian Schools (for a 4th grade position).  We drove up to Spokane on Wednesday and stayed with my old 4th grade teacher, who is retired now.  I think the interview went well… it started off on a funny note, as the superintendent and I shook hands and then stared at our identical ties… I had worn a beige tie with John 3:16 on it which one of my third-grade students had given me in California.  His was the same!  So we had a good laugh about it and the interview started on a relaxed note.  One of the most interesting things about it was when they told me I could have 10 minutes alone to take a boring social studies lesson and think up ways to make it more creative.

The next day J, the girls and I drove over to my folks’ place in rural Idaho and stayed for a few days.

Now as we’re back in Montana, I think over the school committee’s words to me as they concluded the interview: “We want to take a few days to think about it and pray.  We don’t want to rush this decision.  We’ll let you know by Monday.”

You know that feeling, when a momentous decision is hanging over you, but you still have no clue what’s going to happen?  Especially when it’s somebody else’s choice, not yours…

It can be pretty scary, I’ve got to admit.  But I am experiencing the adrenaline rush of waiting on the Lord, “more than watchmen wait for the morning.” (Psalm 130)

I bet watchmen in the old days strained their eyes for the morning, and the first glimpse of the breaking of the day.  Even so, here  we wait, knowing that our sovereign Lord is good and is in control; that as the British songwriter Stuart Townend wrote in the lyrics of In Christ Alone: ”Jesus commands my destiny.”

So, hopefully tomorrow will bring news of which path I take, as we approach this fork in our life road.

Grace and Peace,

Brian

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Good Old Computer Games

This week I downloaded an old favorite game of mine to use in teaching my kids about electricity.  The game is “Rocky’s Boots.”  Did any of you play it on the old Apple II’s?

The best thing about Rocky’s Boots was that it actually helped me understand how electricity flows in a circuit.  Break the circuit, and the electricity is off.  And for its time the graphics were pretty good!  It was a great creative product from the 1980’s.  Anyone out there have a favorite computer or video game from the 80’s?  If there’s a free online version, include the link.

Brian

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Our Spring Newsletter

After a quick road trip out to Wisconsin to attend the funeral of Jenno’s great-aunt, we are back in Montana.  Spring has worked “backwards” as we drove west from the greening lawns of the Midwest to the hail and snowstorm conditions of the Black Hills, and finally under the shadow of the Rockies where no flowers bloom yet.  However, in England the crocuses have already come and gone, and daffodils are on the scene.  Here’s our last mission newsletter.

spring2007huselandnewsletter.pdf 

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Plans for River of Life

Those of you who have followed our mission work in England over the last 5 years know that we were invited to join a British couple as they went back there to plant an evangelical, confessional, Reformed, Presbyterian biblically Christ-centered church called Grace Fellowship.  Oh, and it was all of the above too.  But at its heart the only label that mattered was that we were a church that loved the gospel of God’s sovereign grace… it truly is good news that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.  Good news for the world too; and urgently needed.

For that same reason, plans were prayerfully made to go beyond the initial church plant (as we always intended) and seek to multiply similar churches in the NW region as God enables the team.  Some of you heard about this when we were on furlough in 2005.  Jennifer and I supported that vision, but eventually decided that we were not meant to be part of it.  Before we left, my last major work was to survey the center of Warrington itself and find out what I could about the area, in preparation for a new church plant to reach young adults in an urban setting.  That project culminated in a document I wrote (below).

warrington-plant-research.doc

Since I left, the team has chosen to call the church plant ”River of Life” as they form a core group and make plans to begin the plant later this year.  This is a deeply meaningful name, as my colleague Alan explained,

“In 1993, an IRA bomb killed two young boys and injured dozens more in central Warrington. Since that time, the city has made an incredible commitment to a redevelopment of the town center. The centerpiece of that renewal is a memorial to those victims entitled, River of Life. The artist commissioned to create this memorial took as his inspiration Revelation 22:1-2. Then the Angel showed me the river of the water of life, as clear as crystal, flowing from the throne of God and of the Lamb down the middle of the great street of the city. On each side of the river stood the tree of life, bearing twelve crops of fruit, yielding its fruit every month. And the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations.This memorial flows down the streets of central Warrington, with the leaves of twelve trees along its side, crying out for healing.

We could think of no more fitting name for our new church plant in town center Warrington than River of Life. And with it comes a deep commitment to the renewal of the city that only the gospel can provide. We would ask for your prayers for this new work as it begins in 2007. We hope to begin meeting with a core group of young singles and couples in their 20’s beginning early in January.”

What a wonderful new venture of faith!  Truly it will need prayer, for only by God’s providence will it succeed.  More later.

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Our latest newsletter

We’ve written a spring newsletter for everyone, and I was going to convert it to PDF format.  But right now the Adobe website isn’t letting me do that, so check back in a few days and I hope to have the PDF version ready to email out soon.

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Nehemiah 9: repeating history

Good morning… February has been a busy month for us, but good.  Early in the month I took some time out to reflect on life and adjust my outlook on life by focusing again on God’s purpose for me–finding joy in living for Him.  It was good.  Last month I also began applying to schools, and also started a part time job fundraising for state pro-life groups.

It’s hard to believe it’s March already!  Today my father-in-law is preaching a message at church based on the Old Testament book of Nehemiah, chapter 9.  I’m looking forward to it, because its powerful themes that are so relevant today.  At first glance Nehemiah may seem obscure to some people nowadays–but it’s a comment on what happens to a society which starts with many godly values, but over time “loses the plot.” 

Ancient Israel had, as the Biblical history tells us, grown from a no-account tribe to a micro-nation in Egypt, making up a large minority which was eventually subjugated by the pharaohs to a slave caste.  By His choice and power, God delivered them from slavery and led them through the desert to forge them into a unique people, bound by His covenant of love with them.  After finally inheriting the land of Canaan and spending 800 years or so developing a stable society based on the commands of God, ancient Israel was eaten up from within–suffering from spiritual cancer.  They had paid lip service to their God, while worshipping pagan idols of fertility and superstition and violence.  They did, over and over, what was right in their own eyes.  And although the Lord was “slow to anger and abounding in love” (Exodus 34:6) they did not listen to the warnings of his prophets, and rejected their God.  They were not atheists–they just chose to view God as an accessory, while their own agenda and desires took center stage.  God did not tolerate this arrangement, and provoked other powerful nations against Israel, so that the Jews were carried off into exile and their city lay in ruins.

Yet, as Nehemiah’s prayer relates in chapter 9, even then God was merciful.  After a generation had passed away, He made the hearts of the kings of Babylon & Persia generous toward the Israelites, who allowed them to return to their own land.  Now Nehemiah’s generation has the task of not only rebuilding their society, but also starting on the right spiritual foundation.  They didn’t want to wind up again in the cycle of enjoying God’s favor and then using God for their own ends.  They didn’t want to repeat history.

Surely we can understand that!  We can look back at tragic events in history and recognize the adage that “those who do not study history are doomed to repeat it.”

As we live in the 21st century, hopefully we also see that how we live depends on what foundation we are building on.  That is true for both individuals and governments, from families to foreign policy.

The relevance of Nehemiah 9 to me is my desire to build my life on a solid foundation–and there is no foundation more steady than the Word of God and the mercy of God in the gospel.  The great irony of ancient Israel was that they enjoyed God’s providence & protection yet did not serve God whole-heartedly or turn from their evil ways.  The traits of devotion to God and repentance from sin were absent from their lives.

As I look over my family, back to my family tree and distant ancestors, I can see this same pattern happening.  For instance, on my mother’s side there were Puritans who immigrated to the Massachusetts Bay Colony in the 1630’s because they had been persecuted in England for wanting to live a reformed life according to the Bible.  They were not perfect, but they did try to become a shining city on a hill, a model society.  They were trying to be authentic disciples of Jesus.  Yet in only a few generations this was abandoned for either religious self-righteousness on one hand or a materialistic view of life that put knowing God in the back seat.

Later on, there was a Great Awakening in colonial America (1740’s) and this was paralleled by the growth of Methodism in both England and America, which influenced much of early .  My family was impacted by this in the early 1800’s when my great-great-grandfather and grandmother were converted to a deep, personal relationship of faith in Christ.  It was a redicovery of the gospel, and a refusal to modify it for one’s own ends.  Pure and raw, just as it said in the Bible.  and although this legacy was not embraced by my grandfather, my great-aunt Alice did embrace it.  In the 1920’s, in a Methodist teacher-training college in South Dakota, she knelt down and confessed her need for the Saviour.  Unfortunately my grandfather did not see it, and did not pass on a lasting foundation for either my mother or myself to build on.  I don’t hold it against him.  But like Nehemiah and his generation, I want to have the long view, and try to raise my children to know God in a fulfilling way, offering their lives to Him in gratitude for His grace.  I’d like them to break the cycle, and know the peace that comes from the covenant God who calls every generation to deny themselves, take up their cross, and follow Him. 

And maybe, just maybe, they won’t repeat history.

–Brian 

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Retreat forward

4th February 2007

 

Helena, Montana

 

Sunday rest.  Tonight, thinking and considering that this week is a good week to seek my Oasis, Jesus Christ, for deeper communion with Him.  I believe that it needs to be a week of greater focus on prayer… becoming more of a man of prayer.  Some may think that a man like me who has spent the last 5 years as a missionary would already be a man of prayer.  God matured me in so many ways through our life in England; but I still have so far to go.  Like all Christians, my main problem is forgetting the reality of the gospel and not applying it daily to my life.  So here I am (seemingly) again at Square One, learning the same lesson but deeper.

 

This week, for my retreat, I want to use the memory of a place of beauty and faith as a symbol for my time “away”.  So a good place to remember is Llangwyfan, the tidal island church off the coast of Anglesey in Wales (see my blog from February last year– http://vingilot.wordpress.com/2006/02/).  I cannot leave everything for several days; I will have to bob in and out of family life & normal goings-on.  Just like the church-in-the-sea: low tide, high tide.  Separate from all else/ joined to the active world I live in.  Retreat & solitude/ engagement in my “spheres” (family, church, work, society, etc).

 

I think I shall spend some “island time” twice a day, morning and afternoon.  Other times, I have to keep up with job hunting, playing with the kids, and so on.  In my island time I hope to take some walks alone, closet myself in our bedroom, read Scripture, journal daily, and pray… time to praise, time to intercede for my extended family, time to wonder and ask God questions, time to seek His face, for His will to be done in my life, time to confess.

 

And yet not to regiment it all—which would simply be one more attempt to focus on my plans & ideas & structures, rather than being open to His guidance by the Spirit.

I need to gain wisdom, and regain vision for my life and my priorities.  May God help me this week as I seek these precious tools.

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